Restart!

I am practically have too much blog and not updating for years. Poor me, and bad bad blogger.
However why I decide to use this blog instead of the others, simply because the name of the blog is pretty much summed up my life and what been happen to me years and what changed my life the most.

During the hiatus of me "writing about life". I actually still write here and there. But none of them published or published with anonymous. Wasted? Not for me. Or maybe pretty much, LOL. But since writing is my hidden therapy, I don't feel wasted. I realize I been destroying too much (seriously TOO MUCH) writing I had done for years. Some of them I regret, some of them, I am not.

But anyway, I hope I can actually start writing again.

Pardon whatever I said here. Coz I will be completely honest.
You will see me worshiping and adoring God but you can also see me when I want someone's blood. Ok, that's hyperbolic, but well that's me! :D