Sunday, April 4, 2010

Autismn Awareness Day

2 april, international autism awareness day.. bless you, all children with special needs, all moms and dads... the Lord bless you, keep you, love you, taking care of you, and has special plans for you... never give up, never be afraid, depend on God, you are priceless!

Friday, April 2, 2010

We can either glorified His name, or glorified "other gods".
God, You are beautiful....
Stand for the truth sometimes is expensive, but it's priceless

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Preparing heart for the celebration of resurrection...

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

God, I am scared...

Me...

While I was thinking should I keep this blog or not, I was also debating should I post this in English or in Indonesia. But then I think, I will write with whatever language cross my mind. :)

Here I wanna share a little thing about myself.
How, and who am I in the eye of people, in the eye of myself.

1. Those who knows me, knows that I am artistic.
I love arts, the artistic blood flows in me.
I love music, I love photography, I love drawing, I love illustration, I love art and craft, and I even enjoy museums. I am attached with everything that is unique and beautiful in my eyes (and yes it sometimes really subjective). I love something different in arts and in human. In the other side, I am easily distracted with unbalanced shape or pictures (again, it's subjective).
I love red and white more than any colors, but basically I love every colors.

2. Those who knows me more, knows that I am interested in human.
I am interested in human's life. I have a big compassion for people's burden. I am amazed on how beautiful human's heart can be, and also how cruel a human can be. I am a really good listener and I remember almost eeeeeeeeevery story a friend told me. I am not easily influenced by gossips and bad stories about other people. I get excited with other people's happiness and blessing. And in some cases, my blue and sorrow days can be taken away when I heard people's won from their sorrow and burden.
In the past people's burden can influenced me a lot and makes me sorrow for days. Which I learn to control in for years, so it won't taken my own happiness. I can cried by days because of other people's broken hearts.
I cried easily, but usually I won't show it in front of other people.
I was once avoid sad stories in TV and reality show, as it will affected my days.
I was crying for days when I heard about Tsunami in Aceh few years ago, cried so loud after watching Slumdog Millionaire, and the scenery keep haunting me for days.
I remember every kindness given for me, even in small things.


3. Those who knows me even more, knows that I am especially interested in little children.
I am interested with children with special needs, children who weren's so lucky in their life, children who suffer in their life.
And God had given me this compassion loooong before I even have my own child.
My last final art project in campus is about street children.
My 1st books collection is about children with special needs.
And God gave me a child with special needs myself for me to love with all of my heart (which I will told you the story one day).
My hearts breaks the most if it's related with little human's life.
And when it combined to both of my interest: art and children, I am falling in love with children books, and every artistic projects about children rescue and campaign.

and almost the last...
4. Those who knows me a little recognize that I am a Christian easily.
Mostly because I just can't keep my mouth about Christian life and journal and the Bible, and His words and blablabla.. even when I am far far far away from Him.
But really little of people KNOWS that I still haven't discover my Christian life myself. I am falling in love with Jesus even though I feel I am not worth to even serve Him.

5. People said that I am an idealist
I don't know what to said about this.
I just know that I try my best to do what is right.


opsss... and 6. I talk to animals. :)