Kata orang.. kita baru bisa melihat siapa seseorang itu sesudah bekerja sama dengannya dalam hal keuangan. Tapi for me... dari situ juga teruji kepada siapa kita menggantungkan diri kita.. kepada Tuhan kah, atau kepada keuangan? karena sometimes it can be a thin line. I pray for everything we start from prayer, will grow in prayer, and will make us grow in faith. and will drag us closer to God.. and to trust in Him more than human. And pray for everyone who involved that the Lord will make us huge in faith and to enjoy every process. and may the love of Christ in us will bigger than everything else. coz it matter the most.

Javen is always extremely hard to feed, aka susaaaaah syekaleeee makannya... sekali suapin bisa sejam and even more. During my tired weeks. been two weeks suapin dia by myself, hari ini I was so tired and I put him on the table and suapin dia. Before I do that... I hug him and whisper a prayer... "Tuhan Yesus, tolong bantu supaya Javen gampang makannya sekarang..." can not even said a loud prayer atau doa yg tegas saking cape nya. Gladly malam ini I consider Jave makan lumayan walo tetep aja ga habis. Seriously.. sometimes hanya di bawah tekanan manusia tuh bisa berdoa sampe hal yg sekecil-kecilnya. tongue emoticon ‪#‎tiredmom‬ ‪#‎wholovesherkidsextremely‬ ‪#‎andinbigneedofJesus‬ ‪#‎andmiracle‬ ‪#‎haha‬